...truth is

I miss him! I do, I do
I cannot lie or if I try
You would see it

I love him! My heart
Cannot withstand
holding it, a deep secret

I am bare! Before you
I stand hollow for
You hold the mold

I love you! My heart
Sings your sweet ballad
Everyday in every way

But it beats! For both.
You seek comfort you
Won’t find in my mind.