Who I Was; Was Yesterday

Oh what ever happened to the days,
of youth’s tangible fantasies,
and the essence I once portrayed;
without my four allies these
are deadened by the ringing
of my sole loneliness and despair;
finding my gifts of empathy
and my loss of sanity to be
losing their consistency
and leaving me with nothing to
leave behind in my name,
unlike what with them I could be;
Keanue Reeves in Constantine
and his gifts from beyond
of which together we all portrayed.
What good is my single talent
without the focus on the beyond’s
voice and sound that they cry out,
all I know is what they create
me to feel, and now suffer.